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Sunday, October 11, 2009
it has been a long time
HEY HEY HEY!!! OKAY OKAY...I NOE U GUYS HAVE BEEN REALLY MAD AT ME FOR NOT UPDATING MY BLOG FOR LIKE MONTHS.. NOW...I HAVE WHY?? I FELT LIKE IT... Life has been very very difficult for me...things may not be the way i want Things actually never go my way yet...it is something i have to go through everyone has to go through It is stupid sometimes to listen to people and never know whether they listen to you But we cant be selfish Through this journey i learnt alot of things... From learning how to respect people and myself to learning how to be patient As i look around... i know why i have gone this far eventhough this year may be the toughest year of my life When i look around, i see my friends families, my dancers and of course...my one and only sister. She helped me through thick and thin and held my hand through every problem we had... My dancers... Nothing means more than people like you guys giving me hope experience laughter and even feeling confident Everyone else... Thank you for everything you have done... Nothing matters more than all of you guys... \ you have change my life...i really want you back,.,,but i noe...u have moved on... u really meant everything to me everything I waited for a second chance maybe... just maybe... u will come back... but i noe you wont... moving on for u may be easy... but for me... its not... i thought u were different but i was wrong... i had the best time of my life... but i am trying my best to move on really hard... i missed u... everything changed the only thing i can do is to wish u luck.... good luck in everything... cause... thats what i can say now... only... to wish u luck |