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Sunday, October 11, 2009
it has been a long time
HEY HEY HEY!!! OKAY OKAY...I NOE U GUYS HAVE BEEN REALLY MAD AT ME FOR NOT UPDATING MY BLOG FOR LIKE MONTHS.. NOW...I HAVE WHY?? I FELT LIKE IT... Life has been very very difficult for me...things may not be the way i want Things actually never go my way yet...it is something i have to go through everyone has to go through It is stupid sometimes to listen to people and never know whether they listen to you But we cant be selfish Through this journey i learnt alot of things... From learning how to respect people and myself to learning how to be patient As i look around... i know why i have gone this far eventhough this year may be the toughest year of my life When i look around, i see my friends families, my dancers and of course...my one and only sister. She helped me through thick and thin and held my hand through every problem we had... My dancers... Nothing means more than people like you guys giving me hope experience laughter and even feeling confident Everyone else... Thank you for everything you have done... Nothing matters more than all of you guys... \ you have change my life...i really want you back,.,,but i noe...u have moved on... u really meant everything to me everything I waited for a second chance maybe... just maybe... u will come back... but i noe you wont... moving on for u may be easy... but for me... its not... i thought u were different but i was wrong... i had the best time of my life... but i am trying my best to move on really hard... i missed u... everything changed the only thing i can do is to wish u luck.... good luck in everything... cause... thats what i can say now... only... to wish u luck Monday, January 26, 2009
  OMG!!! Sry for my blog is kinda dead... ahhahaha i was kinda tired and all and abit malas bt... SO, Today morning i woke up at like 10...early sey! Den eat and watch tv called 'America's Most Amazing Videos' Seriously cool...ahahha Den siap to meet my crewmates... And it was my first freaking time i was super early Soooo early that i went to esplanade and waited sooo long Den called hazirah and had to go all the way back to city hall AND...!!!!!!! Hazirah hated me...boohoohoh...cause i told her something... Must not mention!!! Cannot mention!!! Later she hate me again Sooo...we studied first and i was actually serious(omg rite) Zul was like laughing here and there bt i remain cool Could not do my science cause no science notes...cannot do lit cause totally don understand shakespere language... And cant do my journal abt sleeping dissabilities cause dn have the artical Could have finish it all sey... And oh ya... ppl from KL in sleeping my house and using my room... AAArghhhhhh i have to sleep at my sis nye room Back to just now... we did a few things... HAZIRAH!!!(MORE SHARPER MOVEMENTS KAYS!!!)(and confident) hehehhehe We went makan and forced to eat at the grass patch outside marina square cuase all the CHINESE ppl was filling up the spaces WTH!!! Go celebrate your cny lah Y must sibuk at shoppinh centre?? soo we got pissed bt eating at the grass patch was SUPER FUN!!! i did like 7 cartwheels and gt headache... and we did a pyramid...(cheerleading style) IT was Seriously cool!!!!!!! PPl was staring bt WHO THE HECK CARES!!! Den we went home... As usual...Zul was sad I feel pity for him cause of hiding the truth... Dn worry kay my brudder...everything is gonna pay off... And my another brudder(rush) sanggup send me to pasir ris...sooo sweet man Tnx BRO!!!u de best!!! haziqah also oooh...and hazirah brought her brother with her... i think he wanted to dance bt like soo kesian...nvm...he will get to dance one of the days kay! it will soon be your turn... ahahhaha Sooo...now i am here...figuring wat should i type... Sooo...i miss AMRAN AND FEEE Omg i seriously miss them u noe...sooo much.... come back sooon tau!!! BOOOHHHOHOOH Wednesday, January 21, 2009
TIRED!! JUST F@#$% TIRED!! Travelling here and there everyday... lets life...ahahhaha I noe its worse for Rush n Zul to come everyday... Tnx...u guys are the best! Sry i did not update my blog...busy lately... well...what happened a few days ago was very bad... Kinda pms? ahahah...nolah Soo stress nowadays...and Mdm faridah... PLEASE SEND ME THE TEMPLATE!! I keep asking for it and mr rohasan keep saying... "Why u never do your job as a class chairperson?!" Just sick and tired of everything today! Lastly...i am just angry! To someone who lied to us! Y must that person do this? Whats your purpose? We trusted in you...i trusted in you and you lied?!! We are like 1 family but y must u do this? U just have crossed the line! Dont try to be sorry for yourself...cause it wont work! I am just freaking tired with your attitude! please change... Sunday, January 18, 2009
OMG!!! Today is worse! I may not perform for danceworks cause of a little problem... soo i am freaking worried! And i got called 2 faced! ah! Bitch to zul and rush(ahahahah) I had tons of work to do and finally its done! I had a long conference call just now afternoon! KECOH SEY! AHHAHA Den i saw my specs on armans blog! My stuff is soooo famous! And now i have a craving for apple juice! hheheheheh! I made dessert today! YAY! 3 types JELLY, Nestle thingy and pudding! I lUV IT MAN!!! OMG...I totally frgt my choreography for krumping.ahahhaha Tmr i meeting my family...(ffdc) Hope everything will be settled cause we ae family right! LUV U GUYS I still cant find where to put my tag box..haish... OH YA Today was my first day in teens alive! RAWKS MY ASS OFF! Seriously...its freaking fun! better than cordova! hehhehehe I met my primary friend there! Syaffi and Al-Khussairi N a few dunman friends! I love my ustazah! and saw a few different ppl in my class! different as in not normal! i find them kinda cool...not wierd! LASTLY...my voice is precious lah arman! I rock Signing off! Friday, January 16, 2009
Today is Nothing bt HELL!!! Woke up finding myself full of cramps! I couldnt even walk up the stairs and i cant even sit down cause my ass was also cramp Woke up early to go to band and totally frgt that today is the syf recording I was freaking shocked and had to march with my face cramming up cause of the pain I think i gonna get a fever sey...from my brother Then i had the worst news of my life... My primary school best friend has brain cancer! OMFG! I almost cried cause i actually thought it was some joke He said that it is still an early stage and it will be cured Brain Cancer is SERIOUS matter and he still can relax! I totally dunno wat to do! Now i am suppose to write this at night so got more things to write bt i miss my blog ahahahaha Tnx Sarah for updating the schedule and ZUL u rawk cause u finish my design YAY for ZUL I hope everything wil turn out right tmr cause I am seriously stress abt everything I want him to noe tat is to never give up hope in life! Shit ah Today practise gt cancelled I was sooo looking forward to it(meeting everyone) Amri...u are seriously annoying me with your nudges! I got insult today by someone called ARMAN My voice is priceless okay! and i hope u dont chock eating your fried daging! heheheh...jk Pweety sleepy now I frgt how to link pp! CYA SOON(still kinda blur with this blog) Today is my freaking first day of using blog... OMG I am sooo blurr!! Good thing sarah came to the rescue Tnx babe..u the best! Wat happen today?... noting much Went to school and i had to sing the feaking school song for 23 times! And now the song is like stuck in my head There was like lots of unattentiveness in class Maths...and lit....and history After school i had to like miss sbayang jumaat cause i frgt to bring my kain and we left like at 1 NOt my fault totally! The trip to City hall was not that bad... And the routine was freaking awesome! Go ffdc!! I cant believe i can follow steps or even choreograph Now have to choreograph some krumping! my favourite GTG Now!!! wanna sleep...cya soon! |